It wasn't long before
it came to my attention that it wasn't just Arc lingering at the edge of my
awareness.
Whatever bond we had
formed during that first experience stayed; I felt like I could reach out and
touch it: a tangible thread of light leading from me to him. I could feel his
thoughts and emotions, and I'm sure that he could feel mine. Suddenly, with him
by my side, I found myself less afraid of the shadows and creatures that had
previously terrified me senseless. He was a trusted friend, and after our
harrowing escape of that shapeless nameless horror from my "dream" --
if you could call something so overwhelmingly vivid a dream -- I knew he had my
back.
I didn't know that
Arc came as a part of a package deal, however, until I began to pick up on the
presence of his darker counterpart.
Where Arc felt like
sunshine and soft fur and the delicate soft scent of flowers, this new spirit
couldn't have been further from it. He felt like cold satin, cinnamon and
cloves, and moonlight spilling down from the heavens. That was about all I got,
though. He had completely shut himself off from me; his thoughts and emotions
were as mysterious as those depthless emerald eyes that regarded me so
suspiciously. He had not of that boyish innocence that hung around Arc, either.
He was taller with more striking features and hair the most peculiar color of
dark red. He was beautiful in the way that you would describe a storm as
beautiful -- dangerous and utterly inhuman.
I'll be honest. My
first opinion of him was that he was a complete jerk. He ignored me, distrusted
me, and wouldn't even give his name. I was highly offended, especially since in
my opinion, he was trespassing upon me, and not the other way around.
In time, I would come
to change my mind completely and utterly about him, though. The way that he
treated Arc with such unexpected gentleness and affection, I soon came to
realize firstly why he had come here, and secondly why he had been so icy. His
eyes were all for Arc; underneath all of those spines and all that ice was love
for the youth. It wasn't that he resented me, personally so much as he was
protective of Arc. These were the first emotions that eventually filtered
through his hard shell as he slowly opened up to me.
I wasn't nearly as
begrudging of his presence after that revelation, and gave him the space he
needed. In time, he recognized that I wasn't any sort of threat to Arc, and
opened up to me the way a reluctant moonflower opens it's petals in the safety
of nightfall. A bond slowly formed between us the way it had with Arc and me,
and trust grew between us, step by step.
I still didn't have a
name, though.
"You know,"
I addressed him, "I still don't have anything to call you. I can't just
call you 'Guy' or 'Stranger' or something."
Something like
amusement flickered in his eyes as he considered the question. From the look in
his eyes, I doubted very much that I would be getting a nice straight answer
the way I had with Arc. This new spirit had always been more complex and less
forthcoming, so this shouldn't have come as a surprise, really. Where Arc wore
his heart out in the open, his taller companion seemed to be cloaked in layers
of mystery.
"Ahkra is
fine." Something like a grin tugged at his lips.
I frowned. I should
probably note that this conversation wasn't spoken out loud, in an effort to
keep my family and friends from becoming seriously concerned for my well-being.
Because this was spoken in thoughts, however, so much more than just words were
conveyed with each question and answer.
Ahkra. An interesting
word, but the way he thought it, it was just that. A word -- not a name. Ahkra,
in the old language, roughly meaning 'darkness'. I could tell that he thought
it was fitting. For me personally, it only gave birth to even more questions. I
left them alone for the moment. He had given his answer, and that was good
enough.
Ahkra it was.
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